顺着心的温暖 逆光而来

说好的幸福呢，我该怎么去找，到哪去找。 　　我对你的爱你不是不懂，只是你已经不再爱我了。所有的人都说初恋时的时光是最难忘的，一开始的我并不相信有这么回事，直到自己经历过才知道初恋不止是难忘更让人刻骨铭心的。已经好久没有和你联系，我不知道现在的你过的好不好，也许你恨透了我吧，也许你并没有我这么的想念你吧，也许你正在想着你的游戏吧，也许，也许、、、太多的也许了，虽不知道你是怎么想的，但是在我心中，在我眼里我始终记得你为我做的所有。或许我太坏了，当初不该那么的对你，那么现在的我们会很好很好的在一起吗。但是世界上并没有后悔的药可以吃，只有坚定着自己的信念一直走下去。

　　我不知道自己当初为什么会变得那么令人讨厌，就连我自己都会有那样的感觉。但是人是为自己而活的，无论怎样要让自己的人生活的精彩。不管自己当初做了什么样的决定，我们都只能咬着牙，把这苦咽下去。

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